[losing sanity intro]

With every scribble ive writ,

i think im dribbling spit,

in the middle of a giggle at the riddle ive kicked,

this individual hits,

the quickest verses,

quicker than a crack addict steals perses,

now either im brain dead or fucking crazy,

just let the main bread be fed let nothing phase me,

this is the intro to a song im gonna post up when i get some free time

[STRONGER]

Put my trust in the world and it cheated on me ,

hust , stab , bled and beated on me,

i spat back in the face of the life ive seen,

now the money i make shit, my lifes a dream,

gods a dissgrace i can still hear screams,

my sisters beaten bleeding face she was only a teen,

but i swore that day, i would grow so strong,

that one day they would bow to me, no more wrongs,

aslong as it took, shit my crew grew bigger,

my money stack rose, i was feared ,like hitler,

but quicker then i knew i was filled wit hate,

shit i sold more drugs than any chemist to date,

then one night coked up, sat in a club,

i realised my lifes broke if i live as a thug,

so i quit went to college became lygit,

passed all my exams, proved everybody wrong cause they thought i was thick,

i was like oh shit, ide made it,

ide been through grey skys, dark days ,but look how i played it,

the black sheep nah, no longer,

they counted on me now, and i keep growing stronger,

[Leave you]

When i die i hope my memory stays,

tear in my eye as i remember the days,

fear isnt pride but everyone strays,

this verse is nothing but a tale of my ways,

to find your feet coming out of the gutter,

i aint for runing shit ill spit til i stutter,

empty clips if you wish mother fucker,

no one knows me only my page and my mother

i was the kid you hit in school im the one you was poking,

look at me now theres only one fucking frozen,

take nothing for granted i aint bluffing no joking,

your cussing ranting shit ill dissmantle you homey,

if theres a god then he forgot about me,

if theres not then theres no one to stop me,

ive changed this world has made me evil,

so goodbye hell needs me its a shame to leave you,

[Broken hearts]

im new on this site this is my first spit,

i aint spitting to no beat or for anyone but my self, i aint trying to show off ryming skills either i just got some shit on my mind.

I left you with a broken heart,

see you was dope at the start,

but when you opened your heart it was dark,

aggression and rage seemed to engulf your soul,

i aint never seen depression lead to slit wrists and razors before,

your behavior was too much but i stood by you,

i tryed to hide my bruised eyes an stood by you,

and then when i thought i couldnt stand no more,

you got pregnant i was hesitant but stood once more,

you said youde change and you blaimed the life youde seen,

my childhood was so dark i still had bad dreams,

my loves was slowly fading, i was trying to be a man,

i was growing impatient, i handled all i can,

Then eight weeks early you went into labour,

it was like, forget the hate hurry its forgotten forgave her,

i was holding her hand with a tear in my eye,

saying dont fear baby it will be alright,

i could feel her pain and then with one loud push,

nothing mattered but my son and father hood,

you see knowone ever fathered me,

i was determined to be the best dad i could be,

we didnt know if you would make it,

staring at my son through glass on life support i couldnt take it,

so i prayed and as days passed by health rose quick,

after four weeks you came home wraped in my arms that i was holding you with,

but your mother she got worse i couldnt take it no more,

after months of trying i had to walk out the door,

an now she begs daily for a second chance,

i gave her hundreds i could never go back,

but son daddie loves you but mum wont let you see me,

shes been attacking me in the streets making life uneasy,

i love you and wish things were diffrent,

mum knows what she done but realised once she misst it,

hopefully in the future things will be diffrent,

i miss you, i love you.

I opened my heart on this page