Frozen

With every scribble ive writ, i think im dribbling spit, in the middle of a giggle at the riddle ive kicked, this individual hits, the quickest verses, quicker than a crack addict steals perses, now either im brain dead or fucking crazy, just let the main bread be fed let nothing phase me, this is the intro to a song im gonna post up when i get some free time

Put my trust in the world and it cheated on me , hust , stab , bled and beated on me, i spat back in the face of the life ive seen, now the money i make shit, my lifes a dream, gods a dissgrace i can still hear screams, my sisters beaten bleeding face she was only a teen, but i swore that day, i would grow so strong, that one day they would bow to me, no more wrongs, aslong as it took, shit my crew grew bigger, my money stack rose, i was feared ,like hitler, but quicker then i knew i was filled wit hate, shit i sold more drugs than any chemist to date, then one night coked up, sat in a club, i realised my lifes broke if i live as a thug, so i quit went to college became lygit, passed all my exams, proved everybody wrong cause they thought i was thick, i was like oh shit, ide made it, ide been through grey skys, dark days ,but look how i played it, the black sheep nah, no longer, they counted on me now, and i keep growing stronger,

When i die i hope my memory stays, tear in my eye as i remember the days, fear isnt pride but everyone strays, this verse is nothing but a tale of my ways, to find your feet coming out of the gutter, i aint for runing shit ill spit til i stutter, empty clips if you wish mother fucker, no one knows me only my page and my mother i was the kid you hit in school im the one you was poking, look at me now theres only one fucking frozen, take nothing for granted i aint bluffing no joking, your cussing ranting shit ill dissmantle you homey, if theres a god then he forgot about me, if theres not then theres no one to stop me, ive changed this world has made me evil, so goodbye hell needs me its a shame to leave you,

im new on this site this is my first spit, i aint spitting to no beat or for anyone but my self, i aint trying to show off ryming skills either i just got some shit on my mind. I left you with a broken heart, see you was dope at the start, but when you opened your heart it was dark, aggression and rage seemed to engulf your soul, i aint never seen depression lead to slit wrists and razors before, your behavior was too much but i stood by you, i tryed to hide my bruised eyes an stood by you, and then when i thought i couldnt stand no more, you got pregnant i was hesitant but stood once more, you said youde change and you blaimed the life youde seen, my childhood was so dark i still had bad dreams, my loves was slowly fading, i was trying to be a man, i was growing impatient, i handled all i can, Then eight weeks early you went into labour, it was like, forget the hate hurry its forgotten forgave her, i was holding her hand with a tear in my eye, saying dont fear baby it will be alright, i could feel her pain and then with one loud push, nothing mattered but my son and father hood, you see knowone ever fathered me, i was determined to be the best dad i could be, we didnt know if you would make it, staring at my son through glass on life support i couldnt take it, so i prayed and as days passed by health rose quick, after four weeks you came home wraped in my arms that i was holding you with, but your mother she got worse i couldnt take it no more, after months of trying i had to walk out the door, an now she begs daily for a second chance, i gave her hundreds i could never go back, but son daddie loves you but mum wont let you see me, shes been attacking me in the streets making life uneasy, i love you and wish things were diffrent, mum knows what she done but realised once she misst it, hopefully in the future things will be diffrent, i miss you, i love you. I opened my heart on this page