life,( wisdom from a wise fool)

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words of wisdom given, driven upon u from a young age,
but u dont listen, make ur own misstakes,
a good sign of ur mental age, is when u realise theyre words were right,
so why is it within us theres is a person that rebels and fights the rules, hates the structure,
i walked with my chin up, attitude, fuck u mother fucker,
but as my son grows and my hair greys,
changed my ways and wish i could relive the older days,
change my misstakes, but then again if i didnt make my misstakes in the first place,
i wouldnt be me,
i quess life is a learning curve, i think ive just about hit graduation,
but no congratulations. ive destroyed too manys hearts and i didnt have to break them,
i feel guilt as i contemplate them, but the point is that i contemplate them,
acepted the monster i became so i could erase him, didnt run instead i stood and faced him,
sometimes in life u can loose ur way, and i became so lost and confused,
dealt with it by alcohol and drug abuse,
my nose became my biggest flaw,
sniffing cocaine quicker than u would sniff through jessica albas knicker draw,
but i had to hit rock bottom before i realised i even had a problem
i gave up on the world and life, and eventualy everyone that loved me gave up on me,
how could i blame them i treated them all dissgustingly,
but life is funny, we all hold within us the answers and abilty to succeed
but first u need to figure out the questions what u want and need
there is no perfect human, we cant change our pasts,
make your future, make it last,