im sorry

[messenger]

every footstep

even the ones i aint took yet

i dont regret

infact i thankfully acept,

my fate,

i confess my hate,

and im sorry for it,

it destroyed me and you too, so i am so sorry for it,

ur right im a victim of circumstance,

cant let go of my childhood so im gonna circle this self destructive path,

i promised myself elijah wouldnt see what ive seen,

but now hes seeing it, and im seeing my father in me,

and words dont come easy, but i confess,

that im gonna break your heart a thousand times so its better i left,

ive never seen love therefore cant give it,

so u deserve better than this emotional missfit,

im gonna always have these shutters down

act like a fucking clown,

try to talk then the heart starts shutting down,

im sorry i couldnt be the person u need,

but im only gonna get worse so instead first ill leave,

my whole familys nothing so the thought of being knowone scares me,

thats why i put sucess before anything i know its scary,

im sorry for becoming what ive become,

look out here comes the kiss monster elijah run,( remember )

i realy hope that oneday i can fix me,

and i know then ill realise what i let slip from me,

im sorry aint anough no more, but please forgive me,

[saviour]

In my eyes, the best thing you've ever written.
Thank you.

[DudeAsInCool]

I agree. Nicely done, Messenger!