psycholigy

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i realy wish that sometimes in my ryhmes i was lying,

i wish i didnt have the life experiences that im writing,

i wish i hadnt seen the things ive seen,

and wonder if i didnt what sort of person ide be,

they say life is just one long road,

but i think i drove off at a wrong turning,

and now ive got lost and im yearning,

to learn if theres a meaning to all this pain ive seen,

is this a dream and one day will i wake up,

surely i dont deserve this,

but then again i would rather live my life than switch it onto another person,

i dont wish my life on nobody,

but isnt it funny how the cup always seems half empty instead of half full,

i quess its down too a negative attitude,

but im stone cold emotionless,

and the only time i seem to speak,

is with pen and pad in hand or a mic and a fat beat,

so im abusing music as my own self psychology,

honestly im using music to abolish the unpolished me,