freezing

[messenger]

im bleeding, freezing,

so cold i dont feel my heart even beating,

im freezing, frozen,

old wounds are weeping and still slit open,

im hoping,

that these pills and this whiskys gonna close them,

i miss her,

i want to be right there with ya,

why did god take your life away,

since youve been gone every days been a darker day,

i aint prayed,

instead i wait for death like a birthday,

dont know why im on this earth in the first place,

WHY THE FUCK DID THE CANCER TAKE YOUR LIFE AWAY,

WORLD I HATE YOU ,

and mum you were stronger than any one ive seen,

and sometimes when i dream,

you and dad are still together and your alive,

your rigt here next to my side,

for once i feel happy only to wake up with wet eyes,

cry cry every night,

some times it seems im just waiting to die,

im freezing , take me away,l

i cant keep breathing for another day,

[Shawn]

That's pretty powerful

[cole]

im bleeding, freezing,

so cold i dont feel my heart even beating,

im freezing, frozen,

old wounds are weeping and still slit open,

im hoping,

that these pills and this whiskys gonna close them,

i miss her,

i want to be right there with ya,

why did god take your life away,

since youve been gone every days been a darker day,

i aint prayed,

instead i wait for death like a birthday,

dont know why im on this earth in the first place,

WHY THE FUCK DID THE CANCER TAKE YOUR LIFE AWAY,

WORLD I HATE YOU ,

and mum you were stronger than any one ive seen,

and sometimes when i dream,

you and dad are still together and your alive,

your rigt here next to my side,

for once i feel happy only to wake up with wet eyes,

cry cry every night,

some times it seems im just waiting to die,

im freezing , take me away,l

i cant keep breathing for another day,

hey man i feel erything u do, my mom passed away with cancer about two months ago

[messenger]

hi cole this is messenger real name liam. thanks for sharing. it was a very hard time for me and still is a very soure subject i quess thats why i didnt reply straight away. as time goes on things improve. death is such a hard thing to acept. i think tha if she had just died peacfully in her sleep it would be easier its having to go through the pain and suffering and feeling so useless. but i always feel like shes still here with me. how was things for you.